out in the box

Someday, you’ll gonna realize One day, you’ll see this through my eyes But then I won’t even be there I’ll be happy somewhere Even if I can’t I know you don’t really see my worth You think you’re the last guy on earth Well, I’ve got news for you I know I’m not that strong But it won’t take long, won’t take long

CHORUS ‘Cause someday, someone’s gonna love me The way I wanted you to need me Someday, someone’s gonna take your place One day, I’ll forget about you You’ll see, I won’t even miss you Someday, someday

But now, I know you can tell I’m down and I’m not doin’ well But one day, these tears They will all run dry I won’t have to cry sweet goodbye

Sometime in our lives we all meet a person, or read a book, see a movie or listen to a song that make deep impressions in our hearts and change our lives. Sometimes, we meet someone that we thought will stay but one day we will wake up, that person is gone. When I began listening to "Someday" I’ve noticed that my healing accelerated, my intuition deepened. I gained more clarity and peace in my life, and also the emotional release had occurred that helped me to break through some of the barriers in my life. It helps me releases the obstacles, beliefs and troubles that are preventing me to achieve success, happiness and optimal health in life. It helps me realize that life must go on. One day that person will realized what he has done. Everything takes time; we should not force ourselves to wake up the next day to be fully recovered. Everything is a step-by-step process. This song also helps me realize that it’s not the end because one way or another, someone will love me and be there for me. Every end comes a new beginning.

People say I am very kind. I am more of a giver than a taker. Honestly, I see it now as “weakness”. Yes, I admit, I am weak, feeble, frail, fragile, and gullible. Call it whatever you want. I am weak. That’s all I know for now. I don’t know how to stand after I fall. I don’t know where to start. All I want now is serenity.

Sometimes we fall so fast. We fall so hard. We fall so deep. We give everything to this someone whom we thought will be by our side through thick and thin, through heaven and hell but one day we will woke up without anything but tears and pain. The fairytale we believed that starts with “once upon a time” and ends in “and they lived happily ever after” will end the other way around; “and they lived happily once upon a time”. Sometimes we thought that giving everything to the one you love will worth everything. That is a fallacy. If that someone doesn’t appreciate what you give….you’ll end up crying without anything left for yourself. That’s the wicked reality of love. You have to take the risk and be ready for whatever instances. The other wicked truth: It’s hard to let go and move one. But it is harder to move on like nothing happened

Someone told me that my stupidity when it comes to love goes overboard. Well, I loved unconditionally. I loved unreservedly. I loved selflessly. I gave everything that I had to that someone knowing he will be the last but I was wrong. The one I loved betrayed me. The one I fought for until the end. The one I loved whom I considered as my best friend, my only trusted friend despite of everything that he had done to me. Sometimes it is true to use your brain more than you use your heart. However I tell you, that is tough.

Moral lesson? Don’t give your 100% when you love. Leave something behind for yourself. Better yet, be single for the rest of your life.