out in the box

Sometimes we fall so fast. We fall so hard. We fall so deep. We give everything to this someone whom we thought will be by our side through thick and thin, through heaven and hell but one day we will woke up without anything but tears and pain. The fairytale we believed that starts with “once upon a time” and ends in “and they lived happily ever after” will end the other way around; “and they lived happily once upon a time”. Sometimes we thought that giving everything to the one you love will worth everything. That is a fallacy. If that someone doesn’t appreciate what you give….you’ll end up crying without anything left for yourself. That’s the wicked reality of love. You have to take the risk and be ready for whatever instances. The other wicked truth: It’s hard to let go and move one. But it is harder to move on like nothing happened

Someone told me that my stupidity when it comes to love goes overboard. Well, I loved unconditionally. I loved unreservedly. I loved selflessly. I gave everything that I had to that someone knowing he will be the last but I was wrong. The one I loved betrayed me. The one I fought for until the end. The one I loved whom I considered as my best friend, my only trusted friend despite of everything that he had done to me. Sometimes it is true to use your brain more than you use your heart. However I tell you, that is tough.

Moral lesson? Don’t give your 100% when you love. Leave something behind for yourself. Better yet, be single for the rest of your life.

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