out in the box

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I’d see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I’m sure you’ll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there’s always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there’s another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you’re waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you’ll surely regret the day,
That you didn’t take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you’ll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I’m sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," "It’s okay." Or "I love you"
And if tomorrow never comes,
you’ll have no regrets about today.

ok, so i might not go back to the phil this june…but seriously! july im gonna work it out, i wanna go home…..target date 1st week of july.my parents are confusing me…geesh, i wanna go home..i miss my bed my room, my friends my family,, my nephew…

h-e-l-p…..bring me back to the philippines.

well,what can i say…ok..i admit it..im homesick…for real!!!! i wanna go home!! seriously….hopefully and yes i will!!! im coming home this june..nah ah…no one can stop me….i miss everyone in the phil…wanna drive my car, go places..oooohhhh girls just wanna have fun!!!!

We fell in love
And who could blame us
The word was we were just beside ourselves
And everybody said it wouldn’t last
Now they wonder
Why we didn’t last

We fell in love
It seemed so righteous
Couldn’t compare our love to no one else
And everybody thought we could not win
It’s no wonder
Love came to an end

And our feelings
Just aren’t feelings anymore
They’re just words that come from whispers
From people we don’t know
And our feelings
Just aren’t feelings anymore
They’re just words without emotion
From people who don’t know

We fell apart
The bond was broken
Should’ve kept our thoughts between ourselves
And though they say they cared
They didn’t help
Makes me wonder
Should we blame ourselves

So here we are
Broken hearted
What in the world have we done to ourselves
When everybody said to let it end
It makes me wonder
We can’t let them win

If we’d only just try we could make it by
And maybe in time we could make it right
If we only had done what we shoulda done
We’d both be here still making love
I wanna know that, that we can go back
Back to the times when the lovin’ was all that
When no one could come between our love

hi guys, it’s been so long.sorry…i’ve been busy with my life. so much had happened already, good and bad things that will be left as a memory to me. right now,im in canada…trying to figure out what else can happen in my life. this may be really nice experience coz i get to travel and to visit my cousins again.i dunno….hoepfully, everything will turned out good to me.

it took me so long to update my blog again..i admit.it’s my fault. i’ve been busy…busy with my social life..work..travel…tired…money…sad..missing sum1..happines…still….

I never get over you, getting over me

I hear you’re taking the town again
havin’ a good time with all your good time friends
i don’t think that you think of me
you’re on your own now, and i’m alone and free
i know that i should get on with my life
but a life lived without you could never be right

* as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i’ll never get over you gettin’ over me

i try to smile so the hurt won’t show
tell everybody i was glad to see you go
but the tears just won’t go away
loneliness found me, looks like it’s here to stay
i know that i oughta find someone new
but all i find is myself always thinkin’ of you

oh, no matter what i do
spending a lifetime to live through
i can’t go on like this
i need your touch
you’re the only one i’ve ever loved
*

i’ll never get over you gettin’ over
i’ll never get over you gettin’ over me

two weeks after my graduation, whew! I’ve been through a lot of interviews already…but to be honest, I am still waiting and taking my time for better offers. As of this moment, I want to enjoy, take my time and relax. Its summer time!! A season for fun, beach, shopping, reunions, house party and travel! i’ve been to tagaytay, caleruega, highlands, clubhouse,vtr for encantadia and sugo, beach,..more…

Everyone is asking "may work ka na" and i will gladly answer, "uhm, wala pa…still waiting and enjoying" my reason..there’s time for everything and i got all the time in this world, but then, something happened unexpectedly…

palpitation….birth,death…

I ponder on a recent accident that happened to me, I then realized that life is really short and we should never waste a single moment of our life. we should never be afraid to express how we feel or else it might be too late. moreover, i realized that i have many things in mind, so much dreams, aspirations and wants…i have so many plans in my mind, i want to do this and that….now, i want all my dreams to be fulfilled…

okay, im on my so-called denial stage…..i admit, it’s not easy to accept…i love to travel…i want to do many things…i want to explore..but i dont think i can do everything…i just hope i can crossover….i dunno…i am really having a hard time now….*sobs*

at last, after four years of hard work, i can say that i am officially graduating. March 19, 2005 will be my final step. this day will be my commencement exercise! sa wakas graduate na! after i finished my thesis defense, tv production classes, journalism class, advertising classes and public relation classes, my hard earned possesion is about to come…my diploma. i was surprised to see my name in the awardee…hehehe i wasn’t expecting an award..a bronze medal to be exact.. it’s nice to see my batch mates as well to walk down the aisle with their chins up….proud to be a paulinian huh. yeah i am proud to be a paulinian. people may judge paulinians as promiscuous but there is always a saying that you can never judge a book by its cover.

four years, st paul has lovingly molded me to become who i am now. i know a good future awaits from me…..

i’ll talk in a while….have to do some last minute duties…